Pee Ew! My dog, Lily is one of my seven pets I have, and she just ripped one! *Gag*

I swear whenever she gets surprised it happens. (Usually when I'm getting off my bed and I don't realize she's there till my foot touches her and I here her dog tag shake as she moves from it is when she gets surprised and it always smells mysteriously after.) And its smells awful! I swear my dog is part skunk, I swear my dad alone smells worse than a skunk, but even my dad doesn't like the smell of my dog's flatulence.

With 9 yes and not a single no, I'll tell you guys my first name.

Go to my profile to see it.

Okay, I've seen enough of you giving me your support. Its time I reveal the answer for this journal. Hey everyone...I need to know from all of you who watch me.
There's something I've never told any of you that kinda relates why I joined the site to a small degree.
Its nothing bad I swear! Let's just say when I joined I needed to hide from something I had to deal with in school in real life. After I while I started making friends on here but as you know I have both Autism and ADHD so I can forget things very easily sometimes, and then I remembered that one small thing... but by the time I did ,I already had so many friends I felt if I said it... you'd all think everything you knew about me was a lie, but its all true what you know about me.
And I really feel you all need to know this one thing about me. I just don't wanna hide it anymore cause it makes me feel like I'm wearing a disguise, and I feel like I'm lying to you which I hate doing more than anything, but I'm not when its simply something I was honestly afraid of yet I can't fully convince myself about that either.
But at the same time I'm s


The thing I've never told anyone and was afraid I was too late to tell you is... I'm not a boy like I've said before, I'm a girl.

When I joined the site I was having... puberty troubles. I was growing a lot faster then the others at my school and everyone kept making fun of me for it. So I wanted to find a way to get away from it, and I came here. I didn't want anyone from my school to think it was me, so I had my user page state I was a boy.

I was going to switch it eventually, but then i started to make some friends on here and got interested in doing my work. By the time I did remember I had so many that I, as my sister stated in this comment: [link]

I was supposed to bring someone their lunch for them but then by the time I realize I was supposed to the lunch spoiled already and its too late.

I was genuinely scared on how you'd all react, so I felt I couldn't tell any of you. And I just continued pretending I was a boy. But it kept eating at me and i felt I couldn't do anything about it.

My sister , my cousin and even (Who was actually my best friend in real life as she's a girl and I'm not bisexual or homo-sexual. (Also my girlfriend is actually my BOYfriend.)) helped me out. But it still hurt as I felt I was lying to you all but I wanted to tell you all yet I felt I just couldn't.

Then the other day I asked if I could tell him something. He was the first I told this to as I felt I could trust him. Eventually I decided I should tell you, but I needed to know if you'd all trust me before I did.


...so that's the truth. I'm actually a girl. And I hope none of you think differently of me for this, I never meant for this to happen. And if any of you think of me differently... I won't blame you for it.

To show others Starlight isn't a Mary Sue I'll do so here, most people should jump the gone (like the mod of one of the awful pony OCs tumblrs) until you see the actual AU head-canon she's from.


[ ] They are possessed by an angel
[ ] They are possessed by a demon
[ ] They are a werewolf/vampire/faerie
[ ] They are physically strong   (Nope, even some normal Unicorns are stronger than she is despite her being an Alicorn, having both wings and a horn doesn't influence how strong she is.)
[ ] They have a rare hair/fur color
[ ] Their eyes are an unusual color
[ ] This happens to be red
[ ] Their eyes change color
[x] They have wings
[ ] They can grow extra body parts/shapeshift
[ ] They are immortal
[ ] (if a female) they have large bra size
[ ] (if a male) they are very muscular
[ ] They are very attractive to the opposite gender
[ ] They are telekinetic/pyrokinetic/etc
[ ] They have sixth sense/can mind-read/etc
[ ] They have an object of some sort that gives them powers
[x] They have a special ability/power, but they don't know about it yet (The very thing her species, the Heartequines, have that mkes them only have one of the kind appear every millennia)
[ ] They were bestowed/cursed with these powers
[ ] They are a healer
[ ] They are from a very rich/royal family
[ ] They don't know that they are from a very rich/royal background
[x] They have lost one/both of their parents
[ ] They ran away from home
[ ] Their parents are cruel, uncaring, abusive etc
[ ] They are part angel/demon/faerie/some other mythical creature
[x] They never knew their parents
[ ] They were abused/spoiled as a child
[ ] They are very attractive to the same gender
[ ] They have lots of friends/no friends
[ ] They are emo/cutesy
[ ] They look much younger/older than they really are.
[ ] They are currently in a relationship
[ ] They have lots of morals and state them a fair bit for example: 'I would rather be with my friends than with my boyfriend/girlfriend' 'Nothing matters more to me than my friends/family' 'I wouldn't hesitate to die in place of a friend' etc. It's fine if your OC has these beliefs/values, but if they constantly say them out loud/preach them to others, then we have a problem.
[ ] They have a mental disorder
[ ] They have an emotional disorder
[ ] They struggle to stay sane
[ ] They are a psycho
[ ] They have multiple personalities
[ ] They are very intelligent
[ ] They have hallucinations
[ ] They can summon spirits/demons/angels etc.
[ ] They have an unusual/unrealistic pet
[ ] They have a guardian spirit
[ ] They have a 'special type' of soul
[ ] Their soul is not the same as them
[ ] They can talk to spirits/ghosts
[ ] Some part of their body glows
[ ] They have a rare/unusual name (The MLP characters in canon negate this one)
[ ] They were born on an important date, such as New Year's Eve, Midsummers Night, The Winter Solstace etc.
[ ] They have a twin/sibling that they were separated from at birth
[x] They are connected with a certain element (Element of Hope, but not in my head-canon, rather with 's Elemental Equine Mane Six/Elements of Unity she's a part of.)
[ ] They are connected with a certain animal
[ ] They always dress like a certain 'label'
[ ] They look quite a bit like a character from a popular anime/manga
[ ] They are a race/species that is discriminated against/misunderstood
[ ] They have a certain power that is misunderstood/feared
[ ] They live/lived on the streets at some point in their lives
[ ] They are hiding from someone/something
[ ] They have a rare blood type
[ ] They cry blood sometimes
[ ] Certain noises/smells/situations/etc make their powers activate/give them a nervous breakdown
[ ] They are from a different country to where they live
[ ] They are very mysterious/dark
[x] They are very lively/happy
[ ] Their mood changes a lot/very quickly
[ ] They are very patient
[ ] They are from a long line of *insert profession/power here*
[ ] They have a piece of jewelry/clothing that they always wear
[ ] They have amnesia
[ ] They have some sort of permanent medical condition
[ ] The have a curse upon them
[x] They are involved in some sort of prophecy
[ ] They are 'the chosen one'
[ ] They have insomnia

Overall Points: 7

Point Reductions

Take points off your OCs overall score if they fit any of the following statements:

[ ] They smoke
[ ] They are an alcoholic
[ ] They are overweight
[ ] They are addicted to drugs
[ ] They have a short temper
[ ] They enjoy bullying others
[ ] They do not care much about others
[ ] They are emotionless in some forms

Final: 7


<5 -Anti-Sue -
Your character may be a bit on the boring side. Of course, this does depend, but generally if they are scoring that low, it wouldn't hurt to 'spice them up' a bit ^^

~HERE~
6-15 -Balanced Character -
If your OC scored around here, then they are probably quite a well-balanced and interesting character. Those scoring in the higher end of this category may be a bit too much though.
(Told ya, and she's even on the lower half of this scale)


16-25 -Borderline Mary-Sue -
We have a problem. You need to tone your character down. They are most likely a bit annoying to others, too.

25+ -Mary-Sue -
DESU


My Ponysona is a balanced character while she's Alicorn. Just because a MLP character is an Alicorn does not make it a Mary Sue, Starlight is no different from a normal Unicorn other than she has wings and her special magic can only work with others meaning it can be a hindrance as much as it is a strength.

Hope you're biting your nails every terrible pony oc tumblr that comes by here.

I need to know from all of you who watch me.

There's something I've never told any of you that kinda relates why I joined the site to a small degree.

Its nothing bad I swear! Let's just say when I joined I needed to hide from something I had to deal with in school in real life. After I while I started making friends on here but as you know I have both Autism and ADHD so I can forget things very easily sometimes, and then I remembered that one small thing... but by the time I did ,I already had so many friends I felt if I said it... you'd all think everything you knew about me was a lie, but its all true what you know about me.

And I really feel you all need to know this one thing about me. I just don't wanna hide it anymore cause it makes me feel like I'm wearing a disguise, and I feel like I'm lying to you which I hate doing more than anything, but I'm not when its simply something I was honestly afraid of yet I can't fully convince myself about that either.

But at the same time I'm still afraid of what will happen once I tell it. So I need all of you who watch me to tell me, even after I say it... will you still be able to call me your friend, be able to trust me, understand why I was so afraid to tell you this one detail I feel I ended up becoming too late to tell you?

I've already told it through notes to one of my friends and they can understand why I felt I couldn't tell you. And they told me I should tell you because it was hurting me just as much to not say it if not more.

So please let me know, I really don't think I can hold it in much longer. I need as many people as possible who are willing to listen before I say it just to know I have enough friends who'll trust me no matter what.

EDIT: So far 8 say they'll listen. But I still don't feel comfortable enough to say it until I get a few more people who say the same.

EDIT 2: Now we have 16, not sure if I feel enough of you have made me ready to reveal it though. Let's get a few more and then I'll try to tell you all.